Canari · de · Lune

I might be going to pay ol' Santa Monica a visit on Friday.
Maybe. St. Mo's has a half-day then, I've been told. Why? No clue. But they're having a half day and it's a wonderful excuse to waltz onto the campus and claim the place as my own. They'd call the cops on me if I did that during the day, but after school? Oh lord, I could have a picnic in the middle of the basketball court and nobody'd mind. Angel still hates me. All the paper work from when I was sick so often I suppose. That or she just hates me for no reason. She only ever liked the cheerleaders anyway. 

Tamlin's been trying to talk to me recently. A lot. He told me to go to his school's play; they're doing Peter Pan. Since school just started I doubt it'll be for a long ways off. I might go. Man do I love my plays. I'm starting to wonder if maybe he likes me? That would be strange, so very strange. I was so sure that I annoyed him. I still can't believe Robbie still talks to me. We hardly ever have good conversations. They're never that interesting. I'll still talk to him regardless. He's niceish and invites me to these concerts I'd never be able to make it to.

Mom's been freaking out about life a lot more than usual. I think she's finally realizing that she could very easily be listed as "separated" from dad. I know she's thinking that we'll get thrown out of the house. And that Nan will make us start having to pay rent now. She got mad at me because I shouted at her that she didn't have any faith in anyone (which is absolutely true). Whenever I start spitting truth at her she crumbles and acts as though I've said the most horrible things. 

Maddy decided that she wont be moving to Tennessee. I am so unbelievably happy about that. I'm so glad I claimed such an awesome girl as a roommate so early on. Sort of forced it on her, but she doesn't mind. We're great friends. We'll probably find some little shack (cockroach infested apartment) after she turns 18 and gets things settled with her mom. I'll have to get a job. At least I wont be paying for all of the rent; that's so lovely. I wont have to have really unfortunate run-ins with my dad and that makes me very happy. I'm sure mom will be visiting a lot. If I'm close, without a doubt she will. It'll most likely be really small, but hey. We could get bunk-beds or something amusing like that. Hammocks.